An Exotic Ilness

Well for the past few days I have been really ill. After a series of late nights brought on because I could not sleep, I finally came to the point of exhaustion. That was when the worst of it hit me. That night was a sleepless night of some quite fearful random dreams and oscilations between being freezing and sweating profusely.

The night over, I found myself exhausted and surprisingly without a fever. My day consisted of lying on the bed, drifting into and out of a sleep that was still greatly disturbed by temperature fluctuations and bizarre dreams. Occasionally I would be visited by a friend but found it difficult to talk as the effort was huge.

Somewhere late in the afternoon, after almost two hours of uninterrupted sleep, I was encouraged to enjoy the last rays of sunshine. So with great effort and a spinning head I staggered my way over towards the main building. I never made it. At least not that attempt. My spinning head worsened with every step and I soon had to sit down or I would have fallen.
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A Dog’s Paradise

Well it certainly is a dog’s paradise here in Corrientes. There are dozens of wild and freely roaming dogs around here. Some of them do not get fed at home. Some of them do not have a home.

What this means, is that these dogs go hunting for food and the best place that they have found it is hidden inside the bags of rubbish that we throw out each day.

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Restoring order after the chaos.

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Bye Bye Mexicanas, Bye Bye

Something happens on the inside as you get to know people over time. It is slow and imperceptible at times, but it happens. Along the journey these people become closer and closer to us. They are the people that mark our lives forever. They change us for having known them. They are our friends.

Today I write, saddened, but heartened. Saddened by the eventual, inevitable outcome of losing something so very precious. Heartened in the knowledge of just how much they enriched my life while they were here.

Who were they? Three amazing Mexican girls.

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Leticia, Breezy, Me, and Estela.

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Blog Name and Location Change

Well, since I started this blog, it was called “Samafas” for no other reason than it seemed a great name to call it. I located the blog at /eng because I started a Spanish version of this blog (not very updated) at /es, and an older website is still found on /en.

However, with the addition of other sections on Samafas (Glass Circle, and two more to come shortly) and the merging of the Spanish version into this one, it seemed a good idea to rename it to something that would reflect more of the contents.

So since I am one guy, writing about my experiences through life as it happens, I figured that “Rob’s Rave” more acurately reflected what this blog is all about. That is why you will now find this blog at /robsrave. Please update your RSS feeds to reflect this change.

New Photo Blog – Glass Circle

Well, after wanting to start one for a long time, I have finally done it. There is now a new blog site where I will be adding one photo a day (where I can) using a photo from that day if I have one, or a photo that I like which is recent.

The idea is to have something interesting, but also current, and to force myself to take some more photos and to keep them interesting enough to publish.

This is not going to replace my photo gallery, although that will undergo some serious changes soon too, where I will remove many of the photos and change it to hold only the better and more recent photos. If you have a preference for certain photos to stay, let me know soon.

Have a great day, and be sure to visit Glass Circle regularly.

Left to Die!

Crowding Around
I saw the most horrible thing the other day. As I was walking along one of the main roads with my friend Chris, we saw a crowd of people up ahead. It seemed strange that such a crowd of people would have gathered around on the main road, but we are getting used to seeing such unusual things. I never once expected to see what we found however.

On getting closer, I could see that amongst the crowd there were both young and old, professionals and workers, locals and visitors. Yet not one of them moved. They all stood there standing around the center point of interest, not doing anything more than observing, and occasionally talking amongst themselves.
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Joining the Wedding

When we were choosing the place that we were going to eat dinner, the thought of a wedding did not even enter our heads. After all, it was food we were after. But that did not stop this fairy tale adventure from happening to us this night. A sign that not all is so bad in this big old world of ours.

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The “Great Little Bar”

The Choice
Meeting up with some friends in town, we headed off looking for a quick meal. Upon reaching our first destination, a small diner on the corner of two main streets that had just been upgraded from “Greasy Joe’s” to something like “Greasy Joe’s with a facelift”, but with its cheap prices and acceptable food it seemed like a good choice. One of our friends however, was aghast that such a choice had even entered our heads, his reaction indicating that eating at a place like this was somewhat equal to commiting a very slow suicide.

After a number of attempts to encourage unity amongst us concerning this eatery, we finally realised that even though everyone was now saying they would eat there, some would remain very uncomfortable with the choice. So to keep the group happy, we decided to eat at another place. But which place would it be?
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A Foot From Hell

Some people like to live
under the bells
and steeples
of a church.

I want to run
a rescue shop
within a foot
from the gates
of hell.

I Can Sleep At Last

I guess I should have done it earlier… but it never seemed to be that important really. Now I realise how important it was. A new mattress.

Small mattress compressedSince arriving here almost a year ago, I was allocated one of the worst mattresses in the place. I never actually chose the mattress as such, just took the one left over after everyone else chose the better ones. Some people were able to use two mattresses, but there were not sufficient for me to do that as well. So I stuck with my one old mattress.

The problem with all of this was that my mattress was very thin. So thin in fact that I could always feel every wood slat underneath me. Most nights, I would simply place my hip into one of the gaps between the wood and fall asleep. It seemed to work out quite well that way.

New mattress compressedBut lately I have been wondering if this has been affecting my sleep. It has certainly helped me to be able to sleep on the hard concrete floors that I have encountered during various outreaches and visits to houses full of students over my time here. However, the idea of having something that most people take for granted was starting to take a hold of me, and eventually I decided that it was time to buy myself a mattress.

So now I have a new mattress. It is huge compared to the older thin one that I have been using. There is a certain pleasure in being able to lie on my matress and not feel the wooden slats below. It is quite a joy indeed. But the best part of it all, is that last night, my first night ever on this new large mattress, I slept the best that I have slept in a long time.

Why did I wait so long to buy something like this?

The conclusion. Mattresses matter.

Comparing the small mattress on top with the big one below it.
Comparing the small mattress on top with the new one that I have just bought (below it).

Why Don’t We Do What We Know We Should Do?

I guess this sort of affects everybody. It certainly affects me.

How is it that even though I know the right things to do, I seem to head off onto whatever tangent that ends up being easier. It is not that I cannot do the hard things. On the contrary, I have done them many times before… but it never seems to be consistently. Why is this?

Why is it that I can start a new habit, but never see it turn into one? That I can want to do something really badly, but never seem to find time for it? That I can know what I should do, but never actually get around to doing it?

I can provide many answers for it, ranging from super-spiritual nonsense to ridiculously pragmatic. The issue really is not WHY I do these things, but actually HOW do I start doing the right things. After all, even if I don’t know how a car works, if it goes then I can drive it. I don’t even want to know why… I just want to do it. The right thing that is.